Coming Home Sep 1st

Mood: Dead
Listening to: Broken feat. Amy Lee

I coming home on Sept 1st, But I have no home to come back to. My wife left me for her Ex. I have lost her to some one who is doing nothing but playing a game. Hope she figures it out befor he hurts her again. The sad thing is she told me the exact same problems about me and her as she told me in Dennys that night about him. I truely wonder then if the problem lies with me? I cant change what has happend I can only continue to insure the future for Our 4 yeard old son. I love him more than life itself. I guess she wins. She knows I will bow down to what she wants just to keep from loosing him. What a woman. Dangle my son infront of my face just to keep me from disappearing. I dont want to face the absolute pain and torment of having to say good bye every time I drop him back off at Mommys. But I will.

Leave me be, And cease to tell me how to feel,
To grieve, to shield myself from evil,
Leave me be, Od of lies is killing me,
Romanticide, Till love do me part.